13th march 2010

huhu, why video can't upload to my blogg !!! really 87 ~ bcause the video is far memorable than this

this photo was taken by yanto

took place at ocean ktv

in this photo (ser , me, gav, emi, er, suryani, liana, vera, junita)
there has dendy , yanto, kriiz, dustin also
but suryani, liana , vera n junita went back first

didn't know where was yul going. only her not in this photo , so pity :((

i even forgot to dinner that time. but strangely i didn't feel hungry :p maybe over happy

i went there at 9pm (because i went to the test first) and arrived home at 11pm. but still have two bodyguards (yanto n kriz) accompany me to go back . HAHAHA ~ thanks actually :)

first i didn't know they would go to ocean. when yul told me that they're in ocean , really made me very excited n wanted to go there ASAP :)

but i still at STTI accompany nov n vya waiting their report whether they're accepted or not

pitiful, Nov's mother forbid her to go to ktv bcause she said its not a good a place

not really i think . haiis ~ so after brought her back i went to ocean to find them

really fun when arrived there. when some of them were singing, we have time to chat a lot. talked about the graduation, everyone felt very upset n can't bear to separate. now i just realize that how much i need them.

can't imagine how my life without them :(

kenapaa suatu pertemuan mestii ada perpisahan !!! huhuh

regret why i didn't appreciate it for the time being

yahh, but not too late la . still have time :D

even PJ2 is the class that difficult to handle in teacher's eyes

but i still feel so proud to have the classmates like them. love u all :*

always the best class for me ^.^

we're ever punished n scolded together

i like the cohesive of my class

even sometimes would hve some conflict, misundrestood, quarell or whatever

but its just a small experiment for me. because of this, really made us closer than before n understandable what is right n what is wrong

hope our junior also have the spirit like this !!

yahhh i agree what had yuli said

don't know what to do after finish study

when school time, wake up-having breakfast-take a shower then go to school already can meet a lot of friends

although sometimes we're stress-ing about exam n dislike the teacher

but its far different with working time u knoww :(

have to listen to the boss n must patient to face it

haiiss ~

yesterday i slept at almost 2am

i think a lot about the separation

yuli sent a messages with 6pages long to me

she apologized to me. said sorry to me

really touching when i read it until didn't know want to reply her what that time

ser also sent me the messages about apologize to what she had done

actually no need

because i also had made a lot of mistake to them before

really soorrryy !!!

human may make mistake. so try to forgive n forget ^^

*make the time slowerr pleassee, god :(

i still want to be a student who have a lot of friends that always give me joy

comfort me when i am sad

advice me when i do somthing wrong

help me when i have problems

accompany me when i am alone

make me laugh when i am bad mood

i ♥ them

me !!!

just because sometimes i am quiet doesn't mean i don't have anything to say. i judge people too easily from my first impressions. i interest about photograph. I'd rather look immature and have fun then don't care what other people think. sometimes I'm really confident, other times i feel insecure. my friends mean everything to me, but sometimes i just want to be alone. i like freedom. i envy people who can fit in so easily without trying. i am opinionated & stubborn, but i am loyal, sincere n caring too :p ~ i hate when people make me feel guilty to get their way. I'll always be here to listen the problems. i am more afraid of growing up than anything else :)

3 stages of life :)

3 stages of life :

♥ TEENS. You have all the time n energy but don't have money
♥ WORKERS. You have the money n energy but no time
♥ OLDIES. You have all the times n money but no more energy

Lessons :

Enjoy life n all the things u have at the moment because u can't have everything all at once

 

♥♥♥♥

fun :)

today .... eh no no
count as yesterday already :p
i hanged-out with Lisa, my cousin.

she cme back from sg till 15th . bcoz nw she is study at one of the university in sg
she is a adorable, brave, smart n friendly girl for me :p

we're not so close before

but when we had the tuition in the same place (DDTC)

doing the proposal together, and she recommended me to be a TIENS member(her downline) then also went to the seminar together ~
so bcme closer

now sometimes she come back , we would hang-out :)
yesterday i went to fetch her, bcoz she didn't know my new house

we went to delight bistro cafe then took some pic at there

narsis.narsis-ing . she even brought her camera :D

then we chit.chat for a while

she told me about her friends

whoaa !! a lot of things

so i am lazy to type at here :D

those incident not just happens in TV but fact also

so ppl is unbelieveable nw :)

yeahh anyway

its a fun day for me 

refreshing :))

 

one of the picture that we took :)

 

because i am a human !!!

i still need to rest

i want a lot of freedom

i can't get everything that i want !

i have many weakness but still have strength

i am imperfect cause i am a human :)

my mood may

happy, sad , angry, shy,

crazy, or even grunt

 but i can't act ~

i also need the courage

the courage to make me

--more confident

--more independent

--braver

--stop to be a loser

--stronger

i also will fear

*fear of losing, *fear to be left

*fear of harmful things , *fear to make a big mistake

 

but i have my own ability

i can't follow ppl's strength

 so i am who i am . dislike to act

 i am ordinary, just a simple human

like to do what i want

eat what i like

wear what i love

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!