13th march 2010

huhu, why video can't upload to my blogg !!! really 87 ~ bcause the video is far memorable than this

this photo was taken by yanto

took place at ocean ktv

in this photo (ser , me, gav, emi, er, suryani, liana, vera, junita)
there has dendy , yanto, kriiz, dustin also
but suryani, liana , vera n junita went back first

didn't know where was yul going. only her not in this photo , so pity :((

i even forgot to dinner that time. but strangely i didn't feel hungry :p maybe over happy

i went there at 9pm (because i went to the test first) and arrived home at 11pm. but still have two bodyguards (yanto n kriz) accompany me to go back . HAHAHA ~ thanks actually :)

first i didn't know they would go to ocean. when yul told me that they're in ocean , really made me very excited n wanted to go there ASAP :)

but i still at STTI accompany nov n vya waiting their report whether they're accepted or not

pitiful, Nov's mother forbid her to go to ktv bcause she said its not a good a place

not really i think . haiis ~ so after brought her back i went to ocean to find them

really fun when arrived there. when some of them were singing, we have time to chat a lot. talked about the graduation, everyone felt very upset n can't bear to separate. now i just realize that how much i need them.

can't imagine how my life without them :(

kenapaa suatu pertemuan mestii ada perpisahan !!! huhuh

regret why i didn't appreciate it for the time being

yahh, but not too late la . still have time :D

even PJ2 is the class that difficult to handle in teacher's eyes

but i still feel so proud to have the classmates like them. love u all :*

always the best class for me ^.^

we're ever punished n scolded together

i like the cohesive of my class

even sometimes would hve some conflict, misundrestood, quarell or whatever

but its just a small experiment for me. because of this, really made us closer than before n understandable what is right n what is wrong

hope our junior also have the spirit like this !!

yahhh i agree what had yuli said

don't know what to do after finish study

when school time, wake up-having breakfast-take a shower then go to school already can meet a lot of friends

although sometimes we're stress-ing about exam n dislike the teacher

but its far different with working time u knoww :(

have to listen to the boss n must patient to face it

haiiss ~

yesterday i slept at almost 2am

i think a lot about the separation

yuli sent a messages with 6pages long to me

she apologized to me. said sorry to me

really touching when i read it until didn't know want to reply her what that time

ser also sent me the messages about apologize to what she had done

actually no need

because i also had made a lot of mistake to them before

really soorrryy !!!

human may make mistake. so try to forgive n forget ^^

*make the time slowerr pleassee, god :(

i still want to be a student who have a lot of friends that always give me joy

comfort me when i am sad

advice me when i do somthing wrong

help me when i have problems

accompany me when i am alone

make me laugh when i am bad mood

i ♥ them

me !!!

just because sometimes i am quiet doesn't mean i don't have anything to say. i judge people too easily from my first impressions. i interest about photograph. I'd rather look immature and have fun then don't care what other people think. sometimes I'm really confident, other times i feel insecure. my friends mean everything to me, but sometimes i just want to be alone. i like freedom. i envy people who can fit in so easily without trying. i am opinionated & stubborn, but i am loyal, sincere n caring too :p ~ i hate when people make me feel guilty to get their way. I'll always be here to listen the problems. i am more afraid of growing up than anything else :)

3 stages of life :)

3 stages of life :

♥ TEENS. You have all the time n energy but don't have money
♥ WORKERS. You have the money n energy but no time
♥ OLDIES. You have all the times n money but no more energy

Lessons :

Enjoy life n all the things u have at the moment because u can't have everything all at once

 

♥♥♥♥

fun :)

today .... eh no no
count as yesterday already :p
i hanged-out with Lisa, my cousin.

she cme back from sg till 15th . bcoz nw she is study at one of the university in sg
she is a adorable, brave, smart n friendly girl for me :p

we're not so close before

but when we had the tuition in the same place (DDTC)

doing the proposal together, and she recommended me to be a TIENS member(her downline) then also went to the seminar together ~
so bcme closer

now sometimes she come back , we would hang-out :)
yesterday i went to fetch her, bcoz she didn't know my new house

we went to delight bistro cafe then took some pic at there

narsis.narsis-ing . she even brought her camera :D

then we chit.chat for a while

she told me about her friends

whoaa !! a lot of things

so i am lazy to type at here :D

those incident not just happens in TV but fact also

so ppl is unbelieveable nw :)

yeahh anyway

its a fun day for me 

refreshing :))

 

one of the picture that we took :)

 

because i am a human !!!

i still need to rest

i want a lot of freedom

i can't get everything that i want !

i have many weakness but still have strength

i am imperfect cause i am a human :)

my mood may

happy, sad , angry, shy,

crazy, or even grunt

 but i can't act ~

i also need the courage

the courage to make me

--more confident

--more independent

--braver

--stop to be a loser

--stronger

i also will fear

*fear of losing, *fear to be left

*fear of harmful things , *fear to make a big mistake

 

but i have my own ability

i can't follow ppl's strength

 so i am who i am . dislike to act

 i am ordinary, just a simple human

like to do what i want

eat what i like

wear what i love

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whoaa !! Y.Y

really can't understand what is in her mind now ??

did we make any mistake ?
please don't show ur glum face !!!
since we don't have much time to gathering like now, appreciate it please

only left not more than 2 month liao
of course now we promise to not lost contact after graduate
but who knows our future ??
what will we be ?? will we gathering again ??

this two months mean a lot to me

probably i will very miss my school, miss my friends , miss my time when we're crazy-ing, miss my uniform, miss the cohesive of my classmate, and many more !!

can't avoid ~~ :(

:) :) really tired ~
can't avoid this Monday
whatever condition, still must face it !!!!!
may god bless me ~ smoothly on this coming Monday till Wednesday . i must pass it !!
this is the last year of my school's year
will really really miss this moment one day

don't want to be grow up forever but its impossible
will be a lady one day

will be an adult one day

and will be old one day :(
its all will be happen ... whoever can't AVOID it ~

time time time ~

feel like it is as quick as we blink our eyes

really can't feel now i am going to graduate already

so fast .... fiiuhhh ~