i'm just using my own way, can't i?

i can't sleep nowww

last night i purposely drink a cup of coffeemix

really makes me don't feel sleepy. ahahah

but i enjoy ~

maybe bcause of this, i can feel the time is slower

damn silly , right ? absolutely yess :)

sometimes reallity is so cruel

i afraid to face itt. but i still can't avoid .

so just let it be ...

i just using my own way to make me feel better

just like spending money to get the things that i want to make me feel satiesfied

listening my favorite music repeatedly (relaxing)

asking my friends accompany me to hang out

or maybe just chatting with some humoris person to make me laugh

i hate being forbidden by ppl

sorry, i know it's for my own good. but i just like using my own way to make myself feel better

please undrestand mee, I NEED TO REFRESHH !!!

i am stress, depressed, headacheeeee ...

who undrestand mee ~ who know ? who able to help mee ?

who ? who ?? :(

i am silly enough

i think that if we treat ppl well, they'll treat us the same way as we did too .

but .....

some of them really don't realize . shitttt ....

so i promised to myself starting todayyy .. i don't want to be that "silly girl" again

won't trust a person easily

there's got many liar in this world, THIS CRUEL WORLD

a liar that lying without wink their eyes is the most dangerr

HELL ~